everyone is treating me like shit

i cant take it anymore.

sigh

i want to believe that things will work out, that you will change.

but i highly doubt it will happen.

i just dont understand.

why do you have to do this to me… i literally left you who would’ve done anything for me.. and you dont do anything for me. you never want to ask me whats wrong, you never do anything cute with me, you always give me smart answers like im an idiot. i swear if i knew this was going to happen, i wouldve not gotten with you. and now i just cant end it, because i cant let go. i dont want to see you with someone else, i dont want ot be with someone else. so im sitting here looking stupid waiting for you day by day to realizing if youre going to change, while people are sitting here wondering why im still with a person like you. 

maybe this is a sign of you not wanting to be with me. sign for me to call it off, because you know you cant. you dont want to ‘break my heart’

well. too late for that.

when you really want things to work out with someone

but you know its not going to, and it depresses you more and more everyday.

why cant you just be there for me like i am there for you? why am i not worthy enough for you?

that moment

when you realize your ex tries to see you more than your boyfriend does.

If a girl understands your bullshit, sticks around through all your mistakes, and smiles even though you’ve done nothing for her. Than it’s obvious she’s a keeper, but it’s also obvious you don’t deserve her.

my boyfriend isnt making me as happy as he should be

and when i mention it to him, he gets angry or make me feel like im the bad person in the situation.

well thanks, i guess.

happy 5 months.